Record: 81-70-3 (-0.2 units)
I can’t believe I am still alive. I had a terrible terrible week. I was so hot in NBA then Thanksgiving came and I lost it all. I couldn’t hit anything. Packers/Lions under put me on suicide watch. 26 points in the 1Q and for them to keep me alive then kill me in garbage time was heartbreaking. Fucking heartbreaking. Surely the next game couldn’t go over. It did. It did again in heartbreaking fashion. I was looking at a potential double winner but turned double loser. It was going under the entire game then 25 in the 4th. I didn’t even out it down but I lost even more on SEA O16.5. Pathetic. It was a coin flip for me SF -1/O37 or SEA O16.5. Of course I chose the loser. I took Friday off praying to get my mind right. I lost even more on Saturday. I was throwing undocumented hail mary’s. Ohio State. Loser. Future Loser. Wazzou. Fucking Wazzou. That ML would have saved my entire weekend. Th refs were a joke. Then Florida. 12-0. I thought great I have life for Sunday. Dead. Deader then dead. Hey fuckers you are up 12-0 it has been working so far why on earth are you running a flea flicker and give FSU hope. Idiotic. Dead. Sunday came around. Fell for the Patriots trap. Jags saved me. Chiefs not documented saved my career. -9 and live ML. If that didn’t hit I would be dead. It would all be over. I hammered the shit out of it. Still not even close to positive. But alive. I am grateful to have the opportunity to lose this money. I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world.
